To me this is one of the most interesting things to turn up in this very weird case. Detective Gardner is obviously a very bright alert perceptive officer with an exact recall of events ...who what where and when. The kinda guy you hope they would put on your case if somebody bumped you off.
But But But...the only thing he can't really recall with crystal and impressive clarity is the reason they did not pursue the most obvious suspect. He remembers who was manning the camera ...but not so clear on why its result is discarded without pursuit.
The lingering doubts and dissatisfactions of an honest man who is feeling puzzled about it all still is what I hear.
In the summer of 1993, when my handwriting was the most important clue known to me, I went to great lengths to make it calligraphically different using a methodical block print rather than script. I have no conclusive idea why. I was not aware of any outside influence and was not yet aware of my own involvement. The change was motivated by an inappropriate emotional response to my own handwriting which is of course illogical but nevertheless quite effective. Re-learning writing at 40 is quite a task involving substantial effort toward the goal. I printed for five more years ...even after I figured it out (when my Polson banker asked me about it in 1998). How would you derail a dedicated Detective from going after his prime suspect after walking through Gil Murray's guts all morning with the secretaries hysteria playing in his ears. Are the ample rumors of attitudinal Mind Control capabilities true ? Can "they" really make a judges blood boil every time he looks at the defendant? I don't know. I only know that at age 42 I was suddenly overtaken by a strong negative emotional reaction to my own handwriting, ...at a very conspicuous time...1 month after the Nathan R note is found and three months before it is released in the New York Times on Oct 7 1993. I predict that if the conspiracy rumors are true and a real capability does exist, Democracy, Justice, Truth, the American Way, and the goodness of the American people itself will be swamped in its tide of pure unadulterated power.
Was it him ? I don't know. I never got a definitive answer. But I will probably keep at this until I do :)
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